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Gm Bb F Cm F
[Verse 1]
GmDon't ask me how I'm doing I'm gonna lie to you
BbI feel the need to please my people it's just what I do
FSo dry your tears, I always got you, ain't as bad as it seems
EbI can't imagine if I lost you, you mean too much to me
F GmI'm writing paragraphs to beg you not to end it all tonight
BbCause I know that you would always Do the same for me, right?
FIf the roles are reversed and I was fading away
Eb FYou'd take my thirteen reasons why and give me a million to stay
[Verse 2]
GmWhat Do you mean you can't talk right now? I knew I was a burden.
BbNo-one wants to talk to me when I'm really hurtin'
FAnd this is why I lie, why I smile and fake it all
Eb FBeing broken isn't hot for you, depressions a turn off
GmSo turn it on, pretend again, that evеrything's okay
BbSave the mental brеakdown, save the tears, ignore the pain
FWait till you're alone so no-one sees you at your worst
Eb FCause the more you open up, the more it fuckin' hurts
[Chorus]
GmOh, nothing that I Do for you is every good enough
BbGet out of my head, you ruined everything I loved
FCan't even Go home, the memories might eat me alive
Eb F GI’m dying, but I’m trying to survive.
Gm BbI’m trying not to cry.
FI’m trying to provide.
Eb Eb GmI’m lying to myself when I say that everything is fine
[Verse 3]
GmWhat is self-care if there is no self-love?
BbHow Do I remain selfless as I create more cuts?
FWhy Do they stare like I’m a freak in a cage?
Eb FDo you really fucking think, that I enjoy this pain?!?
GmDon’t you know that I loathe it
When you all press your little noses
BbAs you kill a little piece of me
Then offer condolences
FI think I’m out of my mind and I don’t want you to know
Eb FThat I cut deep this time, because I want to let go.
[Verse 4]
Gm‘Hang in there baby’ it sounds so easy and basic.
BbAnd it's easily said from someone who already made it
FI ain’t strong enough to make it through another day
Eb FAnd I’m so fuckin’ tired of saying ‘It’ll be okay’
GmProve that shit!
Or get out of my face!
Bb‘Cause you don’t know what’s in my head or why I numb my pain away
FAnd you don't care neither, so stop acting like you do
Eb FI don't need you to be fake, I just needed someone to talk to
[Chorus]
GmOh, nothing that I Do for you is every good enough
BbGet out of my head, you ruined everything I loved
FCan't even Go home, the memories might eat me alive
Eb F GI’m dying, but I’m trying to survive.
Gm BbI’m trying not to cry.
FI’m trying to provide.
Eb Eb GmI’m lying to myself when I say that everything is fine
[Bridge]
Gm Bb F EbI’ve gotten so used to pretending to be who you need and not who I am
F GmWhen will I learn my lesson
Bb F EbThese are the confessions of a empath in need of a friend
[Chorus]
F GmOh, nothing that I Do for you is every good enough
BbGet out of my head, you ruined everything I loved
FCan't even Go home, the memories might eat me alive
Eb F GI’m dying, but I’m trying to survive.
Gm BbI’m trying not to cry.
FI’m trying to provide.
Eb Eb GmI’m lying to myself when I say that everything is fine
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