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D Bm..Skin and bones, stomach aches
G..Lucid dreams, hold my breath
When I'm wide awake
D Bm..Connecticut, dissociate
G..Maybe I should buy a house
In a town upstate
[Pre-Chorus]
Em A D A/C# Bm A GIf I could, I'd wake myself up when I Am somebody that I'm proud of
[Chorus 1]
D BmI'm getting undressed for my lover
GAnd praying she don't hate all my skin like I do
D Bm..I'm reading books and drinking coffee
GStepping on a scale I keep in the bathroom
DThe water goes downhill, and still
Bm GI swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
D Bm GAnd I don't feel alive,...no, I don't feel alive
[Verse 2]
D Bm..Telehealth, TV episodes
G..Swallow seeds, but the fruit never seems to grow
D Bm..Validate, what I know
G..What I believe in and everywhere I wanna go
[Pre-Chorus]
Em A D A/C# Bm A GIf I could, I'd wake myself up when I Am somebody that I'm proud of
[Chorus 2]
D BmI’m paying three different psychologists
GTrying to remember who I told what story to
D BmI’m writing feelings in a journal
GCuz' that’s what people who have their **** together seem to do
DThe water goes downhill, and still
Bm GI swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
D Bm GAnd I don't feel alive,...no, I don't feel alive
[Post-Chorus]
D Bm GI keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
D Bm GI keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs
[Chorus 3]
D BmI’m learning how to set my boundaries
GHow to have compassion for myself and for my mind
D BmI’m turning off my ******* cell phone
GAnd trying to have honest conversations in real life
DThe water goes downhill, and still
Bm GI swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
D Bm GAnd I don't feel alive,...no, I don't feel alive
[Post Chorus]
D Bm GI keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
D Bm GI keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
D Bm GI keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
D Bm G DI keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs
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