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C C Gm C G
[Verse 1]
C CI'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well
Gm C GI wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
C CThere's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
Gm C GBut it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
Gm CWhich is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
C C GmThan anyone before (Anyone before)
Gm G Too bad they're usually deranged
C CLast week, I realized I crave pity
Gm C GWhen I re-tell a story, I make everything sound worse
C CCan't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
Gm C GAnd maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
Gm CWhich is ironic because when I wasn't honest
C C Gm GmI was still bein' ignored (Lyin' for attention, just to get neglection)
GNow we're estranged
[Chorus]
C C Gm Things I once enjoyed
C G CJust keep me employed now
C GmThings I'm longing for
C GSomeday, I'll be bored of
Gm C C C GmIt's so weird
Gm GThat we care so much, until we don't
[Verse 2]
C CI'm gettin' older, I've got more on my shoulders
Gm C GBut I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong
C CI'm happier than ever, at least, that's my endeavor
Gm C GTo keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
Gm C'Cause to be honest, I just wished the word I promised
C C GmWould depend on what I'm givin' (Not on his permission)
Gm G(Wasn't my decision) To be abused, mm
[Chorus]
C C Gm Things I once enjoyed
C G CJust keep me employed now
C GmThings I'm longing for
C GSomeday, I'll be bored of
Gm C C C GmIt's so weird
Gm GThat we care so much, until we don't
[Outro]
C CBut next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin'
Gm C GFor anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine
C CI've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna
Gm C N.C.Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time
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