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Every morning I get up yah still drunk from the day before
I look at my eyes no I no longer see sparks
Yes every evening it's the same
I reach the bottom of the bottle
My inner peace yes it's drowned in sorrow
I hide my faults under smiles
I say that I'm fine not to say too much
Behind each bottle yah I lie to myself so as not to sink
I say that it's okay but I'm empty
Every day, I promise myself to change
Nothing seems to be getting better
Slowly I'm destroying myself
Alcohol makes me believe that I'm free
But I know that it's the one that's damaging me
It's an illusion that I breathe
I seek peace, but it avoids me
I drink to feel nothing
I would really like to get out of this
(Chorus 1x)
I drown myself in alcohol thinking that it will help me
Behind each bottle I run away from reality
Yes I get up without wanting to have a heart too heavy to move forward
I drink to stop thinking, I act like a strong guy but I'm broken
I promised myself to stop but the bottle knows how to talk to me
I say it's the last sip but I always end up diving again
Every evening I believe myself a little more yes, believing that all this will save me
And I hate myself in the morning with red eyes for having let me down again
Alcohol makes me believe that I'm better
But I know that I'm going straight into the fire
I blame myself for not knowing how to say no
The thing that makes me right
I pretend not to see hell
I say everything is fine but I get lost
I pretend to live happily but every day I get lost a little more in a drink
(Bridge)
I look at the traces of the past
I see the man I can save
Yah I have to stop running away
I'll just learn to heal
Yes I let myself down
But now I'll shine
(Final Chorus 2x)
I drown in alcohol thinking it will help me
But the void reminds me that we can't erase everything
No I don't want to run away from my sorrows anymore yah I'm just going to face them
I'm not going to escape anymore it's up to me to forgive myself
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