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whole song: Fm D# C# D#
Verse 1:
FmI’ve been dealing with depression ever since I was a kid
D#Got some skeletons inside my closet better if forbid
C#Watched my step dad beat my momma left a mark I can’t forgive
D#And these memories are haunting I can’t get them out my head
FmAnd my demons they are close I practically have made my friend
D#I just sit alone in silence staring at the ceiling fan
C#Tryna gather all my thoughts praying that its not the end
D#Always been an overthinker that’s just part of who I Am
FmI won’t Go back to the doctors cause they’ll put me on some pills
D#Know I'm not the only one who understands the way I feel
C#Half my family way too envious I made it out the slums
D#While they stuck inside the same f**king position that they was
FmI have tried to make it work all the lies are so absurd
D#Left me miserably unhappy to the point I’m on the verge
C#Could be better could be worse
Self indulging in my hurt
D#I should probably move on
I think it's time to put me first
Chorus: (repeat x1)
FmThese voices won’t go
D#I’m riding solo
C#Nobody gets me
D#Inside so empty
Verse 2:
Why is everybody dying that I used to grow up with
So much hatred in this world they say ignorance is bliss
If my thoughts could really kill well I think you know the rest
If it wasn’t for this music swear to God that I’d be dead
And my life an open book I write about it in these songs
Been a liar been a thief I've been a victim all along
They say karma gonna find you it don’t matter where you run
Cause your problems will still be there till you fix the damage done
Did my father even care? Since he left when I was two
Got some questions left unanswered probably best I never knew
Dealing with PTSD nightmares when I fall asleep
Sense of emptiness inside
What you sow is what you reap
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