[Intro]
Bm F#m A(I'm not mad at her, I just want her to not hurt herself, which is what she's doing)
[Verse]
Bm F#m I'm in over my head
A Bm At the point where I'm starting to dread your calls
F#m And I know what comes next
A Bm The part where I convince you that you're better off
F#m Won't respond, shrug you off, look away
A Bm I'm pulling back as you fall for me
F#m Raise my guard, put my heart in a cage
A Locking you out, but I don't wanna be
[Chorus]
G D Oh this habit, I-I should fix it
A Bm AI always mess things up I admit it
G DI'm not the girl that you think you want and
A Bm AYou'd hate me too, if I was ever honest
G DI got used to the secrecy
A Bm AIt's safer in the in between
G DI liked it 'til you wanted me
A Bm A BmI'm safer in the in between
[Verse]
Bm F#m Madi says I'm just stressed
A Bm And my head's too clouded to be smart right now
F#m So if I had to guess
A Bm By spring I'll realize she was right and hate myself
F#m Sabotage something good out of fear
A Bm I know you'll show up in painful dreams
F#m Want you back once you're no longer here
A Born with a talent to ruin things
[Chorus]
G D Oh this habit, I-I should fix it
A Bm AI always mess things up I admit it
G DI'm not the girl that you think you want and
A Bm AYou'd hate me too, if I was ever honest
G DI got used to the secrecy
A Bm AIt's safer in the in between
G DI liked it 'til you wanted me
A Bm AI'm safer in the in between
[Interlude]
G D A Bm A
G D A (I just want you to be happy)
[Bridge]
Bm A G D Oh, I'm so selfish, punish myself with
A BmThe soul-crushing knowledge, I willingly lost it
A G DKnow I'll regret it and die just a little
A Bm AIt's what I Do best, sitting right in the middle
[Chorus]
G D Oh this habit, I should fix it
A Bm A Always mess things up I admit it
G D Not the girl that you think you want and
A Bm AYou'd hate me too, if I was ever honest
[Chorus]
G D Oh this habit, I-I should fix it
A Bm AI always mess things up I admit it
G DI'm not the girl that you think you want and
A Bm AYou'd hate me too, if I was ever honest
G DI got used to the secrecy
A Bm AWas thrown off by your honesty
G DYou're not ashamed in wanting me
A Bm AI can't trust what I've never seen
G DMy nervous heart is taunting me
A Bm AI'm slowly starting to believe
G DIt's cold and dark and lonely
A Bm AI hate it in the in between
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