[Refrain]
C DmI been told I'm lazy, I been told I'm crazy
FI feel like I may be all of the above
C DmI been called a waste, well never to my face, hell
FI been told I'm great and I'll never be enough (yeah)
[Verse 1]
C Dm..I just woke up hoping that this would be a much better day
F..I just spent a morning up tryna learn how to meditate
C DmAnything that can get me right back into this old better state
F..But that ain't working, maybe I just gotta get away
C DmNope, that ain't it, know that's not what I needed
FSwear I knew this before so I do, I keep on repeating
C DmExpecting different results like something's going to change
FGuess I did this to myself, I think I'm going insane
Okay look
COne side telling me to Go all out
DmOther side telling me stop
FOne side telling me to focus on the work and the job
Other side keep telling me not
CKeep telling me I need a second just to breathe
DmNeed a minute just to rest
FBut part of me telling me I cannot Do that
I'll get all the sleep when I need when I'm dead
CFeeling like I'm at the edge
DmTiptoeing nonetheless
FQuit throwing in the towel
That's now how I'm going out, rain now, not yet
CBut I confess, I been upset
DmEvery morning I been laying in bed
FScrolling the feeds knowing it means
Nothing to me, I'm not my best
[Chorus]
C DmI been told I'm lazy, I been told I'm crazy
FI feel like I may be all of the above
C DmI been called a waste, well never to my face, hell
FI been told I'm great and I'll never be enough
C DmI heard I'm successful, I just let 'em guess though
FThey ask is it stressful doing what you love?
C DmI feel like I'm still lost, maybe that's the real job
FI pray that you're real God and everything above
[Verse 2]
CI was counting mistakes
DmRounding up to be safe
FDown and out, but like roundabouts
I went back around, now we straight
CI went back around like twenty times
DmOr like twenty-two, or like twenty-nine
FThought I cracked the code like a dozen times
Hope it pans out like it's sunny side
C DmBut I know all the circles have a role, ay
FFlowers die when the showers dry
But that doesn't mean they didn't grow, ay
CEven if it doesn't show, ay
DmEven if I never know, ay
FI see stars in the darkest nights
So I'll find light
[Chorus]
C DmI been told I'm lazy, I been told I'm crazy
FI feel like I may be all of the above
C DmI been called a waste, well never to my face, hell
FI been told I'm great and I'll never be enough
C DmI heard I'm successful, I just let 'em guess though
FThey ask is it stressful doing what you love?
C DmI feel like I'm still lost, maybe that's the real job
FI pray that you're real God and everything above
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