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C G Dm7 F
[Verse 1]
CI've been tryin' so hard to survive
GSometimes I think that I wanna die
Dm7 FI feel so fucking guilty 'cause god I'm so lucky to live my life
CSo I keep all the pain to myself
GLosin' faith but nobody can tell
Dm7Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
FSo I pretend I'm fine
[Chorus]
CIf you only knew
GWhat my mind is tellin' me I should do
Dm7That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
FI'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
CIf you only knew
GAll the shit my brain is puttin' me through
Dm7You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
FI'm sorry but I need you
CIf you only knew
[Verse 2]
COh, I wish I was somebody else
GI'm constantly overwhelmed
Dm7Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends
FIt's a silent cry for help
Am GI wanna get better, I want you to know
F Dm7that I can't Do this on my own
[Chorus]
CIf you only knew
GWhat my mind is tellin' me I should do
Dm7That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
FI'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
CIf you only knew
GAll the shit my brain is puttin' me through
Dm7You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
FI'm sorry but I need you
CIf you only knew
C GTake me out of this hell, oh, somebody help
Dm7 Ftake my out this hell, oh, I'm not myself.
C GI wanna tell you, what my mind is telling me I should do,
Dm7that I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight,
FI'm too sad to cry, but I want to,
N.C.
Oh if you only knew.
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